Sunday, February 12, 2012
Haha i am glad i didn't overload in the end. Jap studies alone is killing me, and if i have to focus on another mod i will probably go crazy.
Other than my remaining breath, i think i will never take another arts mod again. Essay writing just isn't my forte. Whatever they say about final year project in which you have to do a scientific essay with proper citation, i will be more than happy to leave it to then to worry.
The proposal is due tomorrow during tutorial, right now it is still half done. Over the whole weekend, none of my group mates has edited the proposal on facebook yet, which leads me to another potential problem, are my group mates trustworthy? Okay actually one of them did, he completed my sentence for me. That's it.
My english isn't that proficient, but i still typed out nearly the whole proposal. This is when i hope they will come in and help edit, maybe to correct my english and add in ideas. Cross faculty mods like this, you will bound to have group mates from other faculties, which makes thing hard since we don't have common time table. But to the extent that none of them have done anything yet when the date line is tomorrow, this is alarming. Even at the very least they should type in the references they have found. But no one cares.
But having said that, I will not judge anyone, yet , because there's still time till tomorrow morning. Maybe i am wrong. And god please let me be wrong.
I will continue with my proposal after this, because i want my grade. If still no action by them by tonight, i have no choice but to send in this proposal with half fucked english. Maybe i am feeling pretty angst right now, which explains all the negativities. I have a physio CA this thursday, and i haven't really study. To make things worse, i have to prepare for this tues physcial pharm lab and wed lsm lab. The lecturer bombed us with 2 physical pharm tutorials last week ,which he will go through this thursday as well. With all these things to do, do you expect me not to feel angsty, especially when you see none of your groupmates have yet to edit the proposal.
This reminds of my experiences i had during army. When you see no one doing the shit, it is up to you to do it because you have no choice. Yes at first you can say i am altruistic about it, because i always believed we should help each other, but as time goes by i grew tired of it. I hate this. Besides, this is not army, you are doing it for yourself as well. I had really nice group mates for previous pharm pract project. Okay maybe it's because we are all from pharm and things are easier to settle and communicate. But things are always easier when they are all altruistic about it , and willing to spend time on the project.
On a brighter side, i passed my driving test! After 7 months of lessons, i am really glad that i will be able to keep my weekend free from lessons.
o.o stone-d till dawn3:28 AM
